Circles

My friends from outside of Brazil always complain that they can't understand what I've been writting here in my blog. That's why, I decided to write a little bit in English today. Unfortunately, I still don't feel secure enough to write poems and long texts in the language I love so much (English), but I'll make an effort to start doing that. I found this song that symbologically represents the tough things I have been through for the last 6 months. Difficult moments since my dad passed away and since my last relationship ended because I found out that the guy was not being honest to me at all... I guess I have been walking in circles, and I felt for this whole 6 months that I couldn't get out of it, but now I feel free from all those bad feelings and finally I'm breaking through... starting over... life goes on... and I can smile again.

"I was running in circles
It was only a matter of time, before I found myself drowning in troubled lies
It was starring back at what I'd seen for a long time
How did I break it?
How did I clear my mind?
This feeling just gets better all the time
So beautiful in front of me that I can't beleive my eyes
I know it from move ahead, time is on my side
I'm free from the circle
There'll be no regrets this time
I was hiding in places I knew nobody could find
Until I found myself spinning in rewind
Starring back at what I'd seen for a long time
I had to break it
I had to clear my mind
Hard times that I'd like to forget about
So much I held inside
God let it out
It took a while to find it
But now I'm here and I can't deny it."